the mosaic of a life

a list of things I remeber: ​I remember the taste of that salad dressing I had 14 years ago on a roadtrip to san francisco, it was so good ​I remember that night in the desert, we made a fire and gazed at the stars, it was magical ​I remember one of my first performances, there were 3 people in the crowd, I was insecure and only 16 ​I remember the name of my best friend from when I was 5 years old, I wish I remembered her last name though ​I remember my first kiss, I was 19, I went for it ​I remember how I met my first boyfriend, I was 14, he was so outgoing and I gathered the courage to ask for his number. ​I remember my first trip abroad without my parents, I went to Hastings and got lost in london. ​I remember meeting my best friend, we did not say anything to each other. ​I remember being at taylor swifts eras tour, my favorite part was reputation. ​I remember my first time watching a horror movie, I was laying on my dates chest listening to his heartbeat all the time. ​I remember my first autograph, they were volleyball players. ​I remember the way my grandmother said my dads name, it was so cute ​I remember running away from sc