the monsters

in my head at night alone I see creatures that I don't even know ferret people for something I've seen in a movie it is something that is me it is something that looks in my mind and hides my true identity that high is my personality it is something that's there and has always been there that I can't share it it's a monster in my head it hides in the shadows and watches and it holds my secrets far away from the human eye you can't see it but unlike you I can I see the way it works behind every tree I see the way it moves in the shadows watching me daring me to say anything about his existence I know it's there and I know it won't leave so why not accept it and move on with reality I'm not in daydreaming and I'm not faking but I know it's there and the monster keeps on watching me it's in my head keeps me up at night it hides and it's scurries along the floors tugging at my blankets and on my door trying to see if it can get it I'm scared now but there is nothing I could hide it's there for life it won't leave it'll keep on watching me I pray to God for my mind to go sound and to sleep by the demon in my head has something else waiting for me