The Meet contd

for Sure..Surely th is us a joke..it can't be for Me..then You said Really.. And to know,My Love this will become a reality soon causes Me to Smile and As I sit at this table I shed Happy tears.. The Meet,My Love will be nothing short of Wonderful... I can hardly wait to look into those beautiful brown eyes My Love... To look up at You with My Blue eyes and to Finally get to See the Man I made Magic with Our Screens, All these weeks into Months. ...it excites Me ....it brings Me joy ....it it causes Me to cry tears of Happiness.. ....it rattles Me. ..it frightens me... I have Never in a million years been loved as You have loved Me, And as I love You.. And the part that tears Me up Is this why did He c hoose Me..No one has ever put Me first and loved Me in this Way.. Today, I will wipe these tears away and I give Myself Permission to Be Happy. Matthew..You Are MY happily ever after..I choose You always and First above myself.. You as re My One True love that I never thought I could find.. So, honey whenever this Meet happens soon or in awhile I will be the One standing over there shedding tears of sheer Happiness.. It feels as though a thousand lifetimes has passed since Our paths have crossed.. I look