The Lullaby of Negativity

It comes back from time to time to knock through the door of my head when midnight occurs and stops by. It sings a lullaby, Full of negativity disguised as mice. " Mon cher, you will never be enough. " Words that are always repeating when she sings me a lullaby outside of my door. Those words always make me want to cry.. Bawl my eyes out and tell billions of lies, But wait, I already do.. Cry and cry inside of my mind, Always collecting the shattered pieces of confidence that were destroyed by them. Hopes and wishes, May the light hear it all, Before hopes and wishes become nothing but ashes.