The Loneliness

Starting to really lose hope, Always feeling like I'm on a downward slope. Always dreamed of having a family of my own, Feeling like I'll always be alone. Always dealing with endless rejection, Got me dealing with deep depression. Always being called ugly, Just wish there was someone to love me. Friends & family talking only when I contact first, Feeling like I have zero worth. Feels like I'm stuck in a wishing well, Asking death to take me out this lonely hell. People asking why I'm looking for death, They keep saying "Just give it a rest." But they have no idea the loneliness I feel, They never really had to deal. All these lonely years, Got me shedding lonely tears. Feeling like I'm in an endless rain, With me drowning in this endless pain. Struggling to find the point, Sorry to disappoint. But this loneliness is taking hold, And I am feeling ready to fold.