The Lesson

I woke up this morning with the urge to write.... I've been fighting this urge to fight..... Knowing I needed a surge of light..... Not feeling like life has really been treating me right.... Searching for answers in all of the strangest places...... Avoiding all conflicts with aimless cases...... Erasing negative relationships and leaving not even the slightest of traces...... Walking alone in my home with a thousand paces....... Sure that I'll make it, but impatiently Stressing....... Calling out to My God to come and just bring me a Blessing........ But then again maybe the strength inside of myself, is the Blessing..... And maybe I'm too busy looking for all of the right answers and missing the lesson.....