The last window

Hey!my lost why I am in the earth For what? look my mind was lost Firstly,my tears were decayed But now,for my tears only earth also delayed All things know my window my last window Say all to sky through it my last window From the sky rain drops to the earth  Drang and drink the earth convulsion both If became me nothing I go to there To my window to borrow the words From my dusty heart to darky sky But it is lazy to hear my words and shy Have I have a good days which I lived  For others goods but now Am tired  No  hands to hang me from my dark No problem remained if that is a candle light May be!God is loves me............ And this my sacrifices, frustrations..... Is no God can't....I know...... IAM waiting......for your call...GOD!