The last of me

‎ ‎Should you come across this, I've decided not to live on borrowed time any longer. I have decided not to hide behind a fake smile. ‎ ‎I was foolish to expect a miracle to prove you all wrong of the person you think I am. If only you could hop into my mind to witness and feel the heaven I created for us, how big my heart was, so I can show you I truly care. ‎ ‎If only you could imagine that the little favor you ask of me turns to show how useless I am. I am hunted day in and day out by it. My mind has never been in peace. It has been a warzone where I battle my own self-of who I was and who I had to be-to prove you all wrong.