The Key to Hidden Tears

Disappointment...Hurt...Grief three words that left a scar in my mind and three feelings that aches my heart. Why do you Grieve? you may ask. Are you grieving for someone you have lost? The answer is both yes and no. I grieve for the loss of the girl who I was before change, not for the loss of someone due To death. Why are you Hurt? you may ask. Is it a boy? The answer is no. I'm hurt because of the challenges in life which makes one slowly lose their sanity. I'm hurt because of Change, life, decisions and Humanity. These things may sound inhumane but the burning feeling at the back of my throat, the struggle to keep my tears hidden, meltdown and sleepless nights All speak in vain of what Others may find inhumane. We all have different struggles. One may have struggles Greater than the other but That does not mean that the other person Is less than human Because Our Emotions Matter. Why are you Disappointed? you may ask. Is it life again? The answer is no. I'm disappointed because I thought I was Progressing. I thought I was taking steps Forward. But truth is, I made one unintentional mistake and it costed my trials and progression. I'm back to the Beginning. I'm back to Hurt and Grief.