The 'I wants'

I was forced to enter a lavish life I hate the essence, the scent, the vibe The multicolored walls that separates me from others Still walls that makes me different to them And here I am Stuck with preying beasts I shouldn't be ashamed for I was just chosen It wasn't my choice but theirs I am helpless I was forced to enter a lavish life I hate the essence, the scent, the vibe The multicolored walls that separates me from others Still walls that makes me different to them And here I am Stuck with preying beasts I shouldn't be ashamed for I was just chosen It wasn't my choice but theirs This is me Still me The old, recent, and unfortunately, new me Why can't they think that they don't have the rights to control me I want a life wherein I can breathe I can run, dance, sing, cry, scream I wan't a life wherein no eyes will scrutinize and reprobate me I wan't a life where everything, everything reminds me of the reason why I was born I wan't to claim a life without the judgements of others I wan't to see the light where I can illuminatey own pathway I wan't to deal my demons where I alone can befriend it I want to live the life I longed to live