The "Him" Of The Story

For me, the love I have for him is Unexplainable and indefinable Unexplainable because I can't explain it I can't explain the depths this love goes into Why I love him so much Why he is always on my mind Why he means so much to me Why he makes me happy Why he calms my mind His presence feels like home Why he is all I want Why my soul wants him Indefinable because I'll never be able to Tell or explain to some why Why my heart yeans for him Why I love him so much Even if he doesn't give that same love in return Why I am this inlove with someone At my age Some may say "you are to young to know what love is" But I know alot, I know love all to well No matter how much I try Try to get over him, over this feeling Try to mend my heart without him Try to be okay without his presence Try to take my mind off him Try to pick my self up I keep falling harder Why did it have to be like this? What did I do to deserve this? Why did this happen when I finally set my mind on one person? Did I even mean anything to him? Will he realise eventually the lovely young woman he lost? Am I not enough? What more must I do? Why do I love so hard?