the hilarious one...

In this place ,the air feels so thin Like joy forgot the way back in Faces down eyes glazed and tired Dreams delayed and hope expired So I crack a joke even if sometimes i ache Smile so wide it almost feels fake Not 'cause I'm fine, not all the time But someone has to break this climb sometimes I say something dumb maybe make a weird face Trip on my words, just to shift the space I throw out laughs like paper planes Trying to cut through all these long chains They say "ur hilarious little one" But I joke to mend what’s come undone If I can get even one real laugh to start One burst that comes straight from the heart Then maybe it’s worth it, even the cost Even when I feel a little lost Cause even if I’m not okay today I’ll still try to brighten someone's gray