The goodbye letter

when you decide to take your life, you want to write a letter to the one person who is there for you through the highs and lows. your best friend. she's the best you can tell because of best in the name best friend. it makes you laugh. that would be the types of jokes she would make. you're really going to miss her but you need to do this. you feel you need to do this so you right? do your bestie remember when we shared a tick tock together? that said, if I die early do these things at my funeral. well now you can finally do them I guess. I'm sorry that was a dark joke. you right. it might be too soon to be making jokes like that, huh? you say in the letter you imagine her eyes tearing up. you imagine her sitting on your bed. looking at that teddy bear she got you for Valentine's Day. you can't take it. you love everyone too much and when no one could be there she was always there. you couldn't stand not being with her. you couldn't stand seeing her in pain so you decide to try decide to try for everyone you love. because you know that you made everyone's life better and everyone would be missing a piece of themselves so you stop writing the letter? because now your bestie needs you