the girl i used to know

I didn't know someone could hate me so much, so fast I didn't know that the girl I trusted with my whole heart would twist the hope for the world out of me, the girl who tightly put my hair in braids, the girl I thought I could put my shoulder on, the sleepless nights fall into days of grief, my eyes grow watery and sunken as each rumor stabs me harder, the photos I have of us are the hardest to delete, they carry my guilt like a solider coming back from battle, things will never be the same, I grief you, my friend, my gone friend, my one friend