The Feelings of a Moment

I dont know how I'm supposed to feel But I know that every emotion I have is real I don't have a reason for all of this pain I can only hope it's not all in vain I'm filled with turbulence but nothing's in motion I'm at the beach looking at the ocean Everything is so peaceful, so serene But it's wild, it's dangerous, it's scary underneath Every hint of happiness has so much meaning But every moment I notice, I know it's fleeting I hold on as long as I can But as hard as I try, I can't change its life span Right now I know everything will be okay And, fuck , I hope that feeling is here to stay