the feeling all around me

I'm trying to hide but I can't keep it inside the feeling I get is all I think all the thoughts I have overwhelmed the things I want.I said I want to tell him How I feel Everything to me. The path is clear, but I can't see the fog blinds me. I'm in the Abyss. I can't help it, I feel like it is a risk, a chance to take it off my mind, the feeling I get. I'm so blind. What am I can i never say about this feeling around me everyday