the feeling

When it feels scary to jump, I jump, Bc if it didn't feel scary then I wouldn't be alive, And that is exactly how ik I'm not dead inside, When the pit in my stomach once more arrives, I pray to God to lift me another time, When I've lost sight of who I am, I do all of the things, That are unique to me, When you don't know how much you like someone until they've gone from your grasp, But yk if you like that person you'd get harassed, When you honestly don't care if ppl like you anymore, Because caring is what's leaving you sore, If a princess sits in her tour waiting to be rescued, Then I don't wanna be a princess bc I can rescue myself, If a prince wanted to rescue me, I don't think I'd want him to, I don't wanna lose sight of who I am, Nor another shoe, I don't wanna wear a dress, And wave to the village, Bc ik that behind closed doors, The prince is probably a little bitch, Giving orders to HIS kingdom, And not caring who is all alone, In this world God will care, While he sits upon a throne, With a helping hand to hold you close, And a glass to raise a toast, To another day, You've made the most, And the feeling of pain, Is almost none, Bc in the end you're your number 1. @purpleduck10