The Feel of Broken

To want to die, to see the world around you and find no peace in it. To witness as everything you've tried to build disintegrates.  All the good that you've tried to bring to the world, gone as if it never existed. To feel the pain of love that can't be fixed, but also the pain of love just out of reach. To know that no matter what you do, you will never be enough for them. To resign yourself to the fact that this world no longer holds any joy. That that is how it feels to be broken.