The Feel

I carry and carry the blame Which hurts me like insane, Though got many but still feel the same- Sometimes I regret to get a single lane. Oh! What a kind girl people say But they never know how I feel- How I laugh,How I am hurt ,How I smile They don't know my inner me My innerself is lost in a deep sea My body is alive just like a tree My heart is locked by a key Which has got lost like a history Thinking before speaking is past, Speaking before thinking is present, No-one speaks is the future. Have tried tobe myself, Have tried to be what others want It is hard to be even in one side Sophistication becomes a part Of life which ruins everyday as a hipe Convince others has gone Trying the best to convince myself Is the situation and living in the World becomes a challenge. Where nobody cares for themselves And they say to care for others . Seems to be illogical But they say to speak as logical. Why do people fake themselves as a happy one But nobody is completely happy in this world. ~Eve.