The fear of- what if

my thoughts and my fears the thoughts that are always negative the thoughts that always have the " what if" the thoughts that have the fears of trying the thoughts that fears to experience what if I fail to do it? this makes not to try what if am always wrong? this makes me think I'll always be negative what if they don't realize? this makes me feel lonely coz who will understand what if I won't make? it makes me relax and say it will be alright the fear of - what if makes me conscious the fear of- what if makes me lazy the fear of- what if makes me negative and it makes me wonder