the extra

I'm the extra the extra person in the world the extra problem the extra thing that needs to be gone I'm the extra people call me extra because I pour my heart out well at least did I was the extra person you needed when you were sad I was the extra person that was there for you no matter what but I'm also the extra nobody in this world the extra nobody wants in there lives my friends and family call me extra because I take up to much space and because I love to hard they don't like me for me so I'll stay the extra person they need when the others leave I'll sit and wait like all the other extras because that's what they do or at least what I do there is this one friend tho she's an extra like me and i know she'll choose someone else over me even tho she says she won't but I'm fine with that because I'm an extra thing in this world that doesn't need to be I don't wanna be an extra anymore I wanna fine love be appreciated for who I am to be believed and helped I want someone to sit next to me while I cry and say everything's ok I want that I want people that will be there for me no matter what I want that the people that won't hurt me but I know that won't happen because I'm an extra heart in the world