the endless noise

I wanna melt away into an endless silence yet there's so much noise I cannot fathom it my heart aches to be with one my heart hears their name but cannot see them my brain tries to exchange words but they get stuck if I die right now they may not care at all they might even have a ball with me gone they don't need to choose they can select the one they wanted the sirens in my head begin to ring an endless terror they bring tears fall with all but the fall for the endless noise shall never end for I am my own noise and my own noise wants to kill me it wants me gone...........