the emptiness of you gone

I remember what it felt like to have your arms caress the loudness of the circle surrounding us the universal bow of us meeting you filled the room with so much space the birds cry whenever they see your face a mother leaving her nest a baby being born into the world into the space into the grandness perfectly in that moment I see you and I remember if God is holy your voice speaks his name in the void in the space I cannot erase the portrait of a universe without our fate if I am awake long enough, will I ever see you? even if it means forgetting my name? the moon shines the sun is blind this is the emptiness of you gone