The Echo of What -if?

Today my thoughts ran far and wide Wondering what waits on life’s long ride Will peace stay close or keep its space? I fear the end, yet chase its grace. Will I ever matter, rise, or shine... Be loved, get married, call a life “mine”? Or will my dreams slip through my fist Drifting like shadows that barely exist? Yesterday vanished without a trace Today I sit still, stuck in place... Forgetting the past, fearing what’s ahead Worrying for days I haven’t even met Why do I chase what may never be? Life laughs softly, reminding me: What’s meant for me will find its line... What isn’t mine was never mine.