The Diary

I have a diary. At 14, it's not very boyish of me. But between the lives I've lived, and the lives I've spared, I've learned it's better to write it all right there. But my question is: If they read my diary, what would they think of me? Would they think I'm deep, and thoughtful? Or would they think I'm sad, and depressed? Or what if they only read one line? Would that make any sense? Because I know I don't explain as much as I should. And I probably don't write as much as I could. But I don't, and that's fine with me. But I have one question for you: What would you think, if you read my diary?