The desire to have you

Oh the desire to have you The happiest moments turned blue I don't know what hurts the most The fact that I can't have you Or the pain of seeing you with someone new Oh the desire to have you I could turn down rubies Just to get to hold you at least Your hugs and warmth give me life My whole life I suddenly despise Oh the desire to have you To be your future was a dream I just got stuck by lightning beam My heart hurts-bad Oh to be yours-and you be mine