The day you leave me...

The day you leave me everything's feels heavy, i was angry at you but also myself because you can't have the girl you deserve the girl that you want the girl that is perfect for.... am i not enough? the question that i always tell myself the day you leave me.. But from now on im not disturbing you, im not gonna chat you, im not also gonna be the one you loved. But when i do that it feels like im destroying myself....this isn't me...... my heart feels broken everytime i see you at school or anywhere random. Why do i feel like im not enough?