The day you came back

The day you came back was the day I gave up 9 and in the fourth grade that bright sunny day ready to play the bright day away my life ant been the same since that day you took my will to play and now I hate every bright sunny day because of you my head is a mess just like my room yet no matter what I will love you anyway though you have caused me pain I'll love you anyway I gave up on myself but you would to if you were in my shoes I'm 15 now and in the 9th grade you've left me again but since then I've started to like the sunny days and I'm getting better in sum type of way but I'll never get back my will to play nor all the bright sunny days wasted away if it was you would you love me anyway would you ask yourself the same questions I've ask myself everyday would you hate yourself like I do I don't know what to do but I don't need you I'm not that little girl who only wanted a mother who would just love her .