The day I cried 😭

My mom told me to get you out of my head Let the world choose for me instead So I cried No matter how hard I tried I never knew I had those fears as they start to unlock As my mom and sister's words start to block I don't know how my future will hurt And I don't know but my feelings for you is assert It's hard to fall in love with another guy when all of them seems so weird and immature It's even hard to flirt with another, just not in my nature I can't force my heart to love someone else but maybe it's just a fear of doing that I can't embrace the fact And I can't seem to keep my emotions intact Maybe my love for you is here to stay for a long time Because you're not my crush, you more than just make my heart chime You're my lover, my bestie, the hero in my fantasies, dreams You make my heart beat faster and my eyes gleam My feelings for you seam into something beautiful I never imagined Like a butterfly that comes out of its cocoon My feelings transformed the same way, sometimes a lovely pink or a horrible maroon