The Darkness of the Night

I'm supposed to be asleep Promised you I'd try But I can't count anymore sheep And I know this is a waste of time I wish I could tell you I'm fine Just say I'm okay, yeah, I'm alright But you know I hate to lie And you know I love you, right? I don't want to fight my head Just silence the thoughts inside Whenever I go to bed And everytime I close my eyes I want to calm the storm inside my mind Even if there's already so much damage I just want to feel okay, want to feel alive I'll do whatever I can manage I wish I felt safe alone And the bad thoughts could subside If only I could feel at home But, instead, the darkness eats me alive