The Dark hours

The one who was hurt longer Said pain made me stronger. The one who says it's okay Doesn't know what I go through every day. The hug with the tears Is one of my biggest fears. Me showing weakness Only leads to a mind full of mess. In always shouting and screaming, It's leading me to forever dreaming. The one with whom I share blood and life Can be the one holding the knife. With a mind full of bad thoughts, I was the one who fought. With the dream of ending everything, I was the one fighting. When you said I was lying, I was the one who ended up crying. Constantly hiding the marks, I blamed it on the one with the barks. In looking in a clean mirror, I never saw anything clearer. I was the one with the used tissues— I ended up with your issues. With not knowing what to say, They chased me away. With the love I sought, I never saw a single spot. The girl who wanted to be a princess Was sucked up by the darkness. Constantly trying to prove herself, She sees that nothing helps. Without a chance to breathe, I’m like a dying, falling lea