The cruel sircle of my love

In my past when I loved someone, I loved them hard, and it was never enough Then he came along with all of his love , but I didn't know how to love him so he left , I was full of regret , because he could've been the best so when I found you, I wanted to show you what it means to be loved , but you wouldn't let me you kept on pushing me away and yet I chose to stay , but now my feelings is slowly fading away.....