The cost of becoming "I"

I love myself ? two entities - I and myself "I" mean the image, the expectation "myself" means the actual me I was in love with you and in love i started to ignore myself then "myself" started to hate I, who is in love with you so myself and I made a decision to end that love because of the hatred and i being unable to carry that hatred given by myself conflicts between you and your expected self is the root for confusion and destruction so myself should be more honest where- i, myself are one.