The clouds day

Today was a cloudy day. There are too many feelings over me. Some of them are old, and some are news. Both worlds show me different things. I'm trying to find some kind of hope. I feel like I am trapped with emotions. I'm trying to get back to the place when I feel sun on my face with the wind blowing my hair out of my my face. So I can see things differently. Trying not to let the darkness overcome me. I'm praying that it is rain, so I can count all my blessings. But first, they are a storm coming. I need to see a sign of hope. My mind is blank. My body is numb. Feeling nothing. With all this going on . Trying to cover the natives. But my positive thoughts are covered by the clouds over my head. Looking for rainbow is the sun in my life. It will brighten my days with hope and peace of mind. But tell them . Have to found the person is hiding behind the words. So I can pass the storm. Then I realized to myself. The storm never lasts forever. Then I start to think to myself. The clouds will move when I start to believe in myself. That I can protect myself from all those native things and feelings. I just have to believe in myself.