The Cause of my Dysphoria

On a dark and cloudy day, I was alone walking in a narrow way. It suddenly began to rain, and somehow I felt some hidden pain. An unexpected emotion, in an unexpected situation. Oh how confusing! It feels like I'm falling! I'm falling in a huge cliff, full of sadness and grief. I'm falling in a deep well, it feels like hell. As I experience this feeling, I started wondering, why do my heart feel this way? Why do this pain never goes away? On this dark path, full of guilt and wrath. My life feels like a curse, it's getting worse and worse. This curse makes my heart ache, my life is like a big mistake. I am entangled in a big chain, locked in sorrow and pain. I'm lost in this tight road, it feels like I 'm going to explode. Oh how creepy! I'm always blue and lonely. I'm hurt but I don't know why, I want to be okay but I don't know how, my heart just can't allow, to end this, I just want to fly in the sky. @straypoems