The breaking

roses you gave me, now wilting in their vase. I popped their heads off casting spells to bring you back all the ways. stuffed a towel at the foot of every door, drew every curtain at the floor. I want to rip my hair out, scream you out of me aloud. I could be anything in the world, but wanted to be his world. was willing to take the abuse but could not take the absence. I could not lift my eyes, to make a relationship twice. you are everywhere except right here the person I feel in love with was a mirage, the love was knife single edged. I long for you but you long for someone else I deny the one who wants me cause I want someone else.