The best friend

She's not fat but she's not skinny She's not pretty but she's not ugly All the guys go for the skinny blonde one She's standing to the side watching this all happen while her heart slowly shatters to pieces but she can't show it or she's selfish but if she hides her emotions she's heartless. She's never enough for anyone. She goes home and prays that someone would see her and like her for her...not her friend...she envies her friend since she has that fairytale life and she's just the pretty one's friend. She looks at the blade in her bedside table and thinks "Why me...?" it's now one cut then two cut then three cut it's four...blood drips from the bathroom tub to the floor...she just wishes her luck will change and maybe just maybe someone will like her for her.