The battel I fight with myself

It's funny isn't it,that there are 8 Billion people on the planet and somehow I still feel lonely. The type of loneliness where I know I have friends but I also know that they aren't real friends. The type of loneliness where I got comfortable because I've been in it so long,and I should probably go and make real friends but I don't have the energy. So I sit and scroll and scroll on a phone that is probably my best friend. And I know it's not good for me, that I should probably talk to someone about it but I'm just so tired and emotionally drained