the after

what is so tasteful about life that it is worth only living once? there's plenty of people who have lived and died unhappy, but they unknowing or choosingly lived unhappily because they couldn't find the joy in their world. the afterlife. the. afterlife. after, life. having seen the world as every human has, I've acquired a simple "way" of part of my life, take a step back, look at the big picture, be grateful, and be kind. these things make me boring to peers so it's never a spoken passion. but it gas flavor, essence. there is something after life, I'm just scared of nothing after death.