The Adoring Shadow

Letting down too many people. Excusing myself for no good reason. Failing at so much, Can't count on myself. I wouldn't. Can't meet me halfway. Think It'd be better If I stayed in my own lane. I dont deserve anything that'll Help me be a better girl. Who am I to ever grow Into something I will never be? Or someone I could only dream: A girl, trusted, heart of gold. Never ever ever falling short. A better half to the love that's pure. Not just a shadow of what's adored.