That sick twisted feeling.

I see you everyday. I see the smile that tears my heart apart yet builds it back up everyday. You talk to me,You give me affection. For a moment,I think my heart is healing. But then comes that sick twisted feeling. The feeling that tells me that you'll never love me,we're just friends. I'll never be able to hear you say those three words I crave and beg for everyday. I stop caring about you, I finally move on. But,You worm your stupid self back into my heart as always. And with the thoughts I've been concealing, I've come to terms with that sick twisted feeling.