That phone.

That phone is the problem that phone you always have with you. That phone you're always on. It's all because of that phone or so you say it's true that that phone is always with me, but not for the reason you might think I need my phone with me. Because what if 1 day that friend My best friend decides she's had enough and those scars she gives herself on her right shin, isn't enough to cope what if she text or calls saying or 13 reasons why and I'm not there to turn her 13 into a million? And she ends it all. It will be my fault. What if that guy I used to like, who broke me? But doesn't know it decides, he's had enough, and he reaches out because he couldn't do it anymore and I'm not there to stop him. That's why I always have that phone. You're always on that phone, which is true. Because when I know I'm left with my thoughts, the scary ones that I don't tell anyone about the thoughts of what if the thoughts that haunt me. But maybe that phone isn't all it seems.