That numbness inside me

Is this normal? To feel like this? I think to myself every night, if someone, somewhere, feels this numb feeling like me Am I too broken to function? My mind feels sluggish and I can't process my emotions I no longer cry, no longer smile, just feel that same numbness inside me. I've tried all I can, to try to feel something again Nothing seems to work, it's like my brain is half asleep. No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to care, about anyone or anything. Despite my efforts, I'm drowning in my own mind, not able to escape, the deep, dark void. I used to cry myself to sleep, now I just stare at the ceiling, thinking of everything I should've done that I didn't. I just wish, that I could feel again. I wish that numbness inside me, would become something else.