that midnight thoughts

as long as you're alive every single thing you do for them will never be valued.. until one day they hear about your death and will act as if they are concerned but this pretend only last when they surely had the intention to hurt you you might have tried every ways to save this relationship but if you don't respect it then what's the point? if you can't give back the same energy, the same love, the same effort? then why are you begging? never keep high expectations when you already know the results will be the complete opposite of what you expected but in the end, it's the effort that counts whether he/she put in some action to prove that they can keep their promises or not.