That I Deserve

Was it pain, That, I always deserved, Was it hurt, That was always ment to be, Lonliness and Despair, which ain't to be here, Now stuck with me , Forever!! Do not Ask, why do I weep, you made me, Do not Ask, why do I incapacitate, you made me, Do not ask , why do I fall you made me, Yet you still ask me , why do you hurt me. Is it the pain you try to implant again, or , is this the love i Deserve..