That felling

You may think you know what it means, but let me show you how it really feels. As i'm crying i think of dying. When i realise i'm sufering from depression i say it's just a phase. But when Death takes my wrist i realise i don't care who it is. And when i finally look at Death i realise i'm already dead. As i find myself in the cold and damp i see i'm between the gates of Haven an Hell.