Thank you

you loved me first and you didn't have a reason I said "I love you too" because you love me so much and I loved you as a friend that's my empathy then somewhere you knew it and you started to leave. you're a good person and that made it hard for me to let you go, what if you go through the pain, I did for my first love, it broke my heart back then. only if you dont love me anymore while you leave, if you hate me ? I did something terrible only to say- what have I done- I gave you something more terrifying than pain- insecurity, doubt & betrayal. I didn't think that far back then, I wasn't mentally stable and I'm drunk after that I hit my limits, I couldn't stay with you with all that in my head, I confessed, I left- you left too I broke my own heart this time and i shattered yours yours was love my fault, mine wasn't love at all I'm ashamed to say I'm sorry Thank you for everything.