tera tha tera hun...

Tera tha, tera hoon, par ab saath nahi, Mohabbat hai bepanah, par haqdaar nahi. Tune har dard mein pyaar dikhaya, Aur maine sirf khud ko hi samjhaaya. Har lamha tere saath ek khwab sa tha, Jo khud mere haathon se hi toota tha. Ab khush rehna meri dua ban gayi hai, Teri muskaan meri wafaa ban gayi hai. Main door ho jaaun, par dil mein rahoon, Teri har yaad mein khud se kahoon — Tu kisi behtar ka haq hai meri jaan, Main sirf ek adhoori dastaan hun… Main dard ban gaya tere pyaar mein, Tu roti rahi meri har haar mein. Tujhse juda ho kar bhi juda na ho paya, Tu meri rooh thi… main hi khud se begana ho gaya. Tere bina jeena seekh jaaunga main, Par khush kabhi na ho paaunga main. Jo galti thi meri, sazaa to bhugat na hi hai, Tere aansuon ka bas gunehgaar bhi gaya main. Chhod ke jaa raha hoon, par dil yahin hai, Tere khayalon mein hi meri zindagi kahin hai. Main dard tha, tu dawai thi… Par dard dawai ko hi zakhm de gaya, yahi sachai thi."** "Galti meri thi, isme tera koi kasoor nahi, Tujhse pyaar kiya, par shayad us pyaar ka usool nahi. Jo dard tujhe diya, uske liye maafi chahta hoon, Par ab tere raaste se khud ko hataata hoon. poer om Raj Mishra, odisha 8249875754