Tears Of Pain by: Alana Fox

We all struggle with demons. They come in many different ways, shapes, and forms. The demons are real and are powerful. The one that I am battling with now are the tears of pain I have shed for you, with you, and because of you. These tears are what makes me feel sane. These tears are what makes me feel sucure but most of all it's what makes me feel safe. It's sick that all these demons are what keeps me satisfied. I go to bed every night dreading the next day that comes because everyday I wake up is another day to be hurt by you. Somedays I wish I was never born other days I wish I was dead and on the coldest nights I wish most of all that I would see the light. I always hope that I will find a way out of the demons grasp but night after night and day after day I wake up in the same place and same situation that I was in before. I never stop trying to find my way out I just keep my head down and stay quiet.