Tears Of Pain

A dark path I walk alone. Hiding the wounds with a cut of a wrist. Tears falling like rain, wounds beating with every heart beat. suicide thoughts playing over and over in my head. Should I jump off a bridge and watch my body lay empty with no soul. Who would come to my funeral and tell lies, like they loved me, well where was you when he was rapping me and taking my childhood . I was hoping someone would come, but my own mother couldn't protect me from his hands. Why did this happen to me I will never understand. Now I feel broken, lonely, and hurt. Now the dark makes me have nightmares and your face I will never forget. Why as a child I had to have so much pain inside this broken heart.